who am i?

hey, who exactly am i? i tried to slp for d past hr, i juz fail to realise tat i cant slp for d past few days... I tink i am tinking too much, i am a paranoid ? or wat? i dunnoe i meant i worry too much... who exactly am i? wat i love? wat i like? wat is love? wat am i?
Life suxs so far, but in between suxs, rocks still occur once or twice. Holi suxs, d holis i am looking forward to is not wat i wan now... i wan to go out everyday, play everyday, enjoy freedom and privacy. But now i got almost none of dem... staring to d air past month, stayed at home doing nth, juz stare. Dis wk, i start awakening, realising d holi are coming to an end, done any hw? none, had any fun? nah, or well maybe some. This wk was kind of bz, none of d day i had stare so far, tml go watch movie, thur and fri, one day exercise, maybe one day stare or badminton. tats all. let me start complaining again...
LIFE SUXS FER ME!!! at nite, i cant slp, i wan to post on d blog, but no privacy, my uncle snatch com wif me at nite... wat privacy do i have... At nite, is d only time i get to tink about almost everything, since d lights closed, wifout light, sound from d tv, my imagination runs wild, tats wat happened to me when i am young too... i tink too much, make me worry too much too. who am i? i dun even noe i have an interest, all i noe is, i am fat. tats all, do i really like to eat? well, everyone healthy likes to eat. wat course will i join when going poly, i have no idea, wat interest do i have? wow, ppl say i am smart, got edusave scholarship, 89 for both maths and ok ok for other subjects, but i realise i am d most stupid ppl on earth , and sum say mars.
Wat is love? feeling for a person is really love? wat if is one sided, it is hard to let go, i really wan to let go, but cant, i hope she wont see dis, but it is in my heart and i muz write, i juz cant let go, every now and then, i will tink of it, and sigh , tinking tat i might let go, maybe some day, i might succeed...
I dun noe who i am? how stupid is tat, ppl noes wat dey love like hate , me is dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe, Is dis once i called easy going, i tink dis is called stupidity, but luckily i got sum friend who are true friend to me. With their help, i am certain dey can pull me thru dis hardship, in return, i from tml onwards, will not be sarcastic to them anymore, i will not be lame, i will juz be a normal friend, but now i tink, it is really really hard to be normal.
And y i dun wan to show my blog to dem in the tuition centre, well, i am shy, i am shy tat dey will laugh in front of my face, tat is embarrassing... juz like 2dae i go jurong east d lib, i wore my ear piece, i am certain i saw kai li and her friends, but i muz say, i am shy, i act blur and carry on.

TO CONCLUDE, I AM AN IDIOT!!!
sori for dis wordy post, dis is deep from my heart.

BYE BYE!!!
FAT POWER!!!